Leap Year

Take a leap cause today's a leap day!

Once in four years,somehow i always look forward to this day,idkkkk,it feels special and i feel lucky being born 1 day before it..like can you imagine if i'm a 29 feb baby how people would make fun of my age and stuff?
hahaha

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEHAN!
(is that how i spell her name)
that girl's one today,logically 4,duhhhh.
i'm sure she must be having a huge party back in her hometown.

Anyway,this four years which have passed have cause a significant change in my life or say lifestyle.
Four years ago on this very day,i didn't even have the time to turn on the computer,to surf the net or whatsoever.
4 years ago on this very day, my entire family,every single one made themselves free to come down and was gathered here in my house and we were all mercilessly praying for the better.
4 years ago on this very day we made a decision,a very huge decision which till today i do not know if it was/is the right decision.
4 years ago on this very day there was happiness and sadness, of course sadness outplayed the tiny happiness.
4 years ago .....i can go on and on.

In a nutshell today marks the day that brings back vivid flashbacks of what was going on in my life 4 years ago. an experience which would probably not occur again in my life, or rather i would not want to experience it again cause it makes me feel shittyly helpless.

However,i'm proud of one thing i did 4 years ago and that was to ask for forgiveness.
It wasn't easy,there was a lot of courage to muster,a fake smile to put on my face,to express myself from deep down inside me with a crowd of people listening to what i've got to say though it wasn't meant for them.

I'm really thankful that it was a leap yr that yr,2008,cause if hadn't had been,then i see myself drowning in grief for the rest of my life not wanting to celebrate my birthday...if that makes sense,it does to me!

Enjoy the day while you can cause if you make this day special you'll be reminded of the good old times every 4 years,its unique cause it's different and special and that is why i feel proud to be a February baby!<3
hehehehehe,anyways,this also marks the end of another month of 2012,keeeep going well (:

toodles