18 seyyyyy

WARNING: Be prepared for a long speech ahead and a section to be emotional (:

First and for most, i turn 18 today,yay-nessss! (:
I am so weird,why am i cheering over being a yr older? cause 18 sounds way better than 17 :P
I feel blessed and like an achievement having pass 18 yrs of life,whut but seriously.

First about today's paper,it was better than what i expected it to be (a killer) but then again i'm not all that confident abt my answers.also can i just say i think i wasted my time on such nice mindmaps! like i had 12 in total and i think i used abt 5 of em only! kept referring to negligence after negligence and more negligence,sian.
So within the 2 hrs i wrote as fast as i could and for once made awesome use of the time (:

And some unexpected people wished me on my birthday,i really dont know how to react cause it makes me wonder if they're wishing me out of politeness and for the sake of wishing cause if they are i'd rather they not wish me.ok i know its mean to bitch when they're being nice but sorry i can't help it ):

Here's my list of people to thank :

Lucy for the customized card which i couldn't view ):
Buddy for the super ku-et card,meow! (:
EP for her love letter and for knowing that i love to sleep,hahah!
And the gang for spending and celebrating it with me.
plusss everyone else who wished me.
I'd specially thank my classmates who wished me cause they wouldn't have known it's my birthday today unless they remember or if fb reminded them right,

and how can i forget my awesomest bunch of people who made secondary school life sucha joy for me,a sincere thank you to all em (:

So today i got a shock when my phone started ringing out of nowhere while i was asleep, it was bimmmz calling to wish me, the volume was waaaay too loud. love her beyond love <3

so now for me to cry out of distraught.it just goes to show HOW MUCH YOU FREAKING CARE ABOUT ME! thanks,i know i'm a living burden on your shoulders whom you can't get rid off,don't worry my plan's to marry young and ya MOVE THE FUCK OUT.
i always try to put up a fucked up i-don't-care attitude when things get overboard or a smile on my face over  what may seem like a trivial matter when i'm upset but that doesn't give everyone else a chance to mock and be sarcastic to hurt me even more right!
at least that man whom i'm in this world today is getting me a cake,something's better than nothing,but you guys don't have to rub salt into the fire ):

okay,i'm done being emotional!

back to my birthday,happy thoughts,yipeee!
walked out of school super quietly with my two darlings..but cause they were laughing on their own over idk what...the guys who are so slow,maybe?
then at the bus stop the guys finally came,i swear they need to learn how to say hi,hello,some form of greeting..cause i was confused if they were joining us or not!!
so as usual no one could decide what to eat,haissssss,that seems to always be the problem with us,WAI?!
lunched/dinner together in an awkward environment which was so silent before everyone started to admit that we're all awkward,hahahaha,this is what i like about them. they're so honest and hilarious at the same time,totally love it with them,okay maybe not,not the silent part.
got to know a little more into mysterious guy's life,HAHA,loveeeeeee his smile (;
thanks to my javana darling for keeping me busy with my phone so much so that they were wondering why i text so much today,hehehe,love you darling!<3
ehm,it would not be mean if i say it was a rather fail birthday 'surprise' right?since all of em know how it was..love myself being super blunt and honest these days :D

anyway,all my nice people were there to celebrate with me except one,one whom i'm closer too, his presence was dearly missed,cause i think if he'd been there it wouldn't be so awkward,
anyway,i'm on this mission to ERADICATE this awkward feeling k,can't wait for  lovely's birthday,huhu,a month away and i'm already planning,heeeeee.wish me luck so that it'd be a success!!

okay,off to send precious thankyou texts,
tooodle
<3