Happiness v stuck in between

Hi,why does it seem that recently i have so much to say? could it be because i am slowly taking myself out of the social world,well i think i am...i now go to school and  hardly even talk to haz and/or sem. the only person i seem to blabber with these days is boss that too cause he initiates a convo and makes it last or at least i feel that way unless anyone initiates a convo w me of course.
I'm glad that at least i still maintain my cheerful tone and smile whenever someone talks to me (:

Anyway,today is a happy day! yay-ness,hahaha
I got quality time with my 'long-lost' friend. and she spoke sooooo much today unlike all other times when she's mostly quiet.i'm elated i asked her out today,should ask her out more often ^^

I'm starting to feel happy with my life now,only now when tomorrow is going to be the last official day of year 1.  that's really sad to know. i'm sincerely hoping, all the new strong friendships forged in the past one year would last into the many more years to come (:

Although,i may seem like i'm always complaining about L03,i've this feeling i'm going to dearly miss them. When the sweet quiet one who hardly even spoke to others says she's going to 'miss' them and if i don't it'll just go to say that i have a heart of rock.

As contented as i am with my life right now, there's this small portion of me that's worrying....
Worrying because i picture myself to be STUCK IN BETWEEN,yet again. In between my two grp of friends whom i equally cherish. One whom i started off poly life with another whom i spent poly life with. both are equally impt to me,how am i going to split myself into 2?
Dammm,life sucks when you're stuck in between..

Anyway,i got to know more about Euroy today,HAHAHAHAHA,total weirdo i just can't deny the fact.
Oh fun fact, after months i finally spoke a word with him that to thanks to the printer,not that i ever want to talk to him luh. just happened so ya~

<3