Today's probably one of the awesomest day of the yr spent with my lovely family.

Though there's regrets that i didn't study and my siblings didn't do what they're supposed to, i'm grateful for today, something which i needed (: a day to remind me that there are people who still care and who are there to listen to you talking nonsense, to tolerate your madness and screams and people who are willing to help in anyway and who treasure time spent with you. the list definitely goes on!!

Shall keep it short cause it's sweeter that way :P
I love each and every one member in my family, whether i talk to you or not and whether i express/show my love for you or not (:
It's a pity how i regard my sister-in-law as my brother's wife cause it clearly shows the distant between us. on how i call her my niece's mother instead of my sister-in-law, i truly want things to go back to normal, to the days when she used to be my partner in madness.
It's also a pity to know that your dad...... it just makes you doubt everything he does and make you judgmental leading to unhealthy-ness.

Okay,nothing happened,just that when i think of my family,along with the good moments comes the rough side as well. somethings are just to big to be forgotten you see.

right now, i'm freaking worried for my buddy. i wanna talk to her but i don't want her to picture me as someone bugging after her,i don't want to feel as though i'm showing sympathy for the sake of it. i've come to a point where i'm scared of being nice and for showing care and concern for people who are special to me.
it's near impossible for me to think that she'll think that way but when people aren't in their stable state,everything,small or big, becomes possible - leaving no boundaries.
I just hope she doesn't do anything crazy and i cannot wait to see her on monday!

<3