Go with the flow~~

it's nearly the end of the second week of school. another 2 lessons with the class before week 2 officially ends to be exact.
i'm out of place,totally out!
thank god for may day holidays yesterday.haha.

had an introduction session today and the tutor wanted us to say our name,class and something about ourselves (hobbies/likes/dislikes,etc) so i said i like to sleep,i was genuine when i said that because i really do.actually i like to dream-it makes me happy.i also like the blankout feeling when you're sound asleep because it helps you forget your problems at an instant. i like cuddling around in bed.
 but no this stupid tutor started judging me the moment i said i like to sleep.so angry! and she said "so what do you do during the hours you're awake" chan leong,sitted a seat away from me said day-dreaming,so i answered her saying day-dreaming and she literally gave me the wtf look,HAHAHA.i wasn't trying to be anal but i didn't really want to express my hobby,likes,dislikes with her because she seemed to be questioning and forming weird impressions of us (students).
and guess what,she continued with a come back, 'you're still young,you've got a life to live,don't waste it away just like that. i hope you'll find something more productive to do soon' i mean seriously,just because i don't say a shit doesn't mean i've got no life k!i aint like you slacker bitch.
sorry,i'm just annoyed at the fact that she combined 2 classes together for her own convenience and all we did during the lesson was to introduce ourselves,how i wish i had skipped that lesson!and what's more,she said because we didn't have our book that's why she can't teach. wow, she's a mind-reader.she knew we ain't gonna bring our books, she knew the bookshop went out-off-stock. ohh you're such a genius.

so lesson attended and i couldn't run off because too many people and i sat quite at the back.not like anyone would be bothered about my existence also.
the break seemed forever.
super happy to have met le darling 10 mins before class. our classes should always be side by side!
ohh ya,how can i forget to mention this:
there's this 04 clique in the class.during the break i sat on the "benches" along the corridor and the 04 girls walked passed.one of em is my grpmate.so she asked her friends if they wanted to seat with me and they said no.but this grpmate insisted she sat with me.it was uber awkward.her friends sat 2 seat away from me and they were talking across me -.-  just nice le darling told me where she was and obviously i'd choose to look for her than survive the awkwardness. so i went "err,you can go sit with your friends" "haha,its okay luh" "no,no,you can go,really.i'm going off alr.see you later"*walks off*
:/ they must be thinking what a bitch i am.but i was annoyed.

happiness began when i saw doraaaaaaa! hehehe,first person to enter class,sat right in front of her and we began chatting while waiting for the rest,yay-ness (:
but honestly,lesson was really dry.but hey, her speed has increased. we managed to cover more than what we were supposed to in one lesson (:
ohh we drew lots for groupings too but then i had to pee so bad i ran off so i don't know who my grpmates are.just take it as it comes.it shouldn't be that bad right?

tomorrow's gonna be the best day of the week because i'll get to meet and talk to my baobeis happily!heeehe.

<3