The week has started on a tired note,i'm so sleepy and it's only 9.30 now.
hoping to watch my serials till at least 11 before i sleep but knocking out seems more important.

uhhh,wts, i just realised i have a lecture at 6 tmr,so sian.....but okay i'll have company till 6 so yay!

Today's a talkative day.i think i talked too much,more than i should have :/
urg,idk if i should keep my mouth sealed or let things out.
I don't quite understand some people sometimes and i cannot help but persist on trying to break down the meaning to their words.

I feel so stuck,so lost,so confused,so helpless,so sad!
Le sighs but what's life without challenges and difficulties?
It's the rocky roads you drive through that makes you stand strong through every other storm that approaches and sheds some light of hope and faith that you'll survive.

I'm insane.
I need to stop doubting myself and thinking too hard about what other's are going to think or feel.
I need to be more confident,i guess. i was once upon a time but i guess i lost it along the way somewhere somehow.

I miss my beloved mummy so much,she's still the person who get my undying love in this entire world even though she's not here for me to show it to.
I'm sure where ever she is,she knows i'm missing her hell lots and that i love her beyond words can express and i wished i could've done so much more for her while i could.
When something is snatched away from you,it's only then you realise it's true importance/value.

I appreciated my mum while she was still beside me but i feel i did not appreciate her enough,is a massive understatement.

I love you with all my heart and soul mummy.
No one in this entire world can take over the place you've secured deep down in my heart.

Lessons learnt from you are just amazing,i hope within a short span i can put into practice everything learnt from you. It's time i prove myself to be the ideal daughter you always wanted me to be.

May the odds ever be in my favour!

<3