school.

school today was a rather happy affair because i saw all the people i like :D
felt so good to be studying together with them. i miss every single one of them.
sitting beside haz for lessons and eating and laughing with her.
seeing sem walk in late and walking all the way to back to find a comfy corner for herself.
econs tutorials where we would hock the back of the room
tort lessons with boss where he would be the only one who makes me happy in the grp
small talks with ep during tort cause we're bored
criminal lessons with my all boys grps where they never fail to make me laugh
crashing each other's project group meetings
and all our crazy,noisy,dull moments we had with each other. it's just not explainable in words.
it just makes me madly happy when i see them around now,i start waving madly and the smile comes on automatically,yay (:
proves i have emotions which means nothing is wrong with me!
one thing that seems to be the same still is spamming the printer and printing lots of stuff,multiple copies (:

it seems to have become a necessity for us to seat together during lectures now. it didn't use to matter much last time,we just walk in and grab a seat but now nonono...

so i merrily ended school today but ........
i wonder why i always happen to talk to his dude at the bus-stop/ in the bus.
i think karma put us together in the same class but somehow we don't converse in class.
so ya, he was telling me i'm so quiet in class. gosh,can you imagine that's the first thing someone says to you after saying hi?
i was shocked,i didn't expect him to say that.
so as what i'd normally do, smile and just appear polite,HAHA
and then he kept saying it throughout my journey :/
at least he figured i knew one from the class from before. and the best part is he never noticed gavin -.-
he asked me if i was lonely.i'm really wondering what he'd say or do if i had said yes. because when i said no, he was like are you sure. :O

anyway,there's make up for mbs tomorrow and i can't make it. skipping the first lesson of my weakest subject (i'm assuming) feels crap. i don't want to lag behind and what's more,if i'm stuck at the second lesson,i'd have no one to ask ):
but the tutor is really nice,i'm loving her even before i meet her. <3
and she told me she's going to ask the class to form groups tomorrow, told me to make sure i have a group,errrr :/
i really hope some nice soul would remember my existence in the class and take me into their group.

all the best to me for tomorrow, for the entire day,for everything i do.
let me survive family law and make me pass my btt!

may the odds ever be in favour,please please pleaseeeeee just for a day at least

<3