I feel frustrated when i'm unable to explain for my own actions and way of thinking to myself.
It annoys me how i always blog when i don't feel good about something and not blog about the happiness and things that light up my life.
and yet i'm here once again.
confused and confused within.
today i'm gonna be raging about my (
so our hw was to get the facts of the case done and we did discuss it way earlier this week.i even remember telling them to write it out on the mahjong paper because if not it'll not be a complete hw.
to my amazement, i walked into class seeing my them writing things out on the mahjong paper only then.
sighs. then walks in my aunty-look-alike tutor and she starts yelling at us and everybody else - some for sitting arnd not doing anything,some for no mahjong papers and others for not being able to account for their late group members. sighs again. that's not all. the smart Alec who brought mahjong paper only brought 2 pieces -.- seriously, didn't you guys think? 2 pieces for the facts and what about moving on with our work???
so i insisted someone go buy more mahjong paper from the bookshop and they did for good. every other group was short off papers as well.WOW.
these are times when i really think 03 wasn't a bad horrible class after all - miss all of em regardless of how i feel about them (:
so we got scolded even more for not knowing what to do and for not following the process and for not enforcing our rules on each other tightly and bla bla bla.
at the moment when my aunty tutor was screaming, i was reminded of the ever famous ms pay back in bhss for her stern and loud character. she has improved over the years though. so i would rate my aunty tutor to be ms pay when i was in sec 2, the time when ms pay would just scream her lungs off. this aunty tutor of mine does weird expressions while scolding, i swear it's funny and it's hard to hold the laughter back.hahaha.so glad the lesson only lasts 2 hours instead of previously 3 hrs.
i was more than glad to step out of living hell but sighs we left our work halfway,wonder if anyone would call for a meeting to complete em.
i see my darling down today but ): she doesn't wanna say anything so i really hope she let's it out via another avenue and turns back to her what i call bimbotic self :D
and today 4/5/12 i've cleared the first stage to me obtaining my license,hip hip hooray.
really thank God for helping me sit through the test and pass it because the book was really a bore which made me sleep at every attempt to read it so in the end i gave up and relied on my memory from the e trial tests.
praying hard i will be able to read and understand and pass the second phase.
<3
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