12/12/12

Sorry for raping you my dear blog but I really have to let this all out somewhere if not I'll fall weak myself than whose goimy to take care and work the brains to try and solve everything else?

Uh no...just when I thought I coud be a super girl, a splendid sister and a fighter daughter.boohoo.now he's going to have sleepless night and I know it.I'm 100% sure and it sucks to know I can't do anything.and you probably think I'm inhuman and mean and what not for not telling you but I promised and I didn't want you to worry.you were already not having such a pleasant day,

Aiyooo..you know he can't handle stress yet you do it.

What's wrong with the world?!

So many you-s in this post,bet when I read back I wont be able to figure out but oh well it makes perfect sense to me right now so..

I need to be prepared and I have approximately 36 hours to brace and gather all the positiveness I need to handle this!

I believe I can do this.all of this it's more important than my self-created drama life.

I don't even care if all of those people left but i'd be nice if they could be there so I can have a break.but I don't NEED them.

No expectations.



It's not been a pleasant 12/12/12.

I'm a fighter and I know it.