december.

hello december!

society sees you as the joy-est month of the year so i'm hoping for you to be filled with fun, happiness and love. doubt i'm expecting too much.
8 days to wedding function
14 days to sis-in-law's arrival
14 days to holidays
15 days to sight-seeing
17 days to reunion with the babes
25 days to bro's arrival
25 days to chrismas
31 days to countdown
32 days to new yr
32 days to bimbo's birthday

that was a quick list of things to look forward to..definitely more to come..like shopping and meet up with jen and desi girl just that no dates have been fixed for now..

2 tests next wk followed by 3 papers for mst. i can clear this with little difficulty i hope! time to get into the nerd mode for the next 2 wks at least.

its not even holidays and i have assignments piling up and it sucks because that means i've to set time out during my holidays to complete my fucking work.
school's becoming less motivating by the day and hah i want a degree to...
time for me to think through to set my life in proper in pictorial form.at least i'll have a sense of direction and something to look forward to in the future.

anger management has to be set in place for me too. both sissy were saying that i'm so hot tempered and that i should drink more cold drinks but i already do,HAHA,fail. i just get pissed over small issues ok,i have no control over it and i don't know why. a simple example would be back in the evening,i was watching tv and for some reason the dude in it was speaking so softly n i couldnt hear so i started yelling cause i had to increase the volume x2 from what it originally was before i could hear and then once that dude finished speaking, the next person's voice was like blasting...sucks to keep increasing n decreasing you know....
okay see,i totally went into the rage mode just when i wanted to give an example....
it seriously can't be help..

this is getting crappy so bye!

<3