So close yet so far

Everything seems to be within the perimeters but out of my reach.

Hating myself for my sucky attitude right now.

Why can't I be good enough for myself and for my beloveds?

Why can't I live the day without absurd thoughts?

Everything is strange.it seems so near yet as though it's going to fall apart.

Whatever that's important and far feels the same way too.That probably means the problem lies in me and solely me.

How do I fix it? How do I tighten the loose screws within me?

I miss you all.yes you, you and you!

Everything seems within the perimeters but out of my reach.

<3