Life's impossible?

Life is really hard to figure out.maybe its truly impossible.

But by saying its impossible to figure out life is like giving up because I've always believed nothing is impossible.

The constant battle of trivial issues within me.

Why do I get caught up by such things,well,I guess its a part of me that ive to accept.

Funny how only after 4 years I finally decided to accept this part of me....

And annoying how I turn to this place only to complain and rant and sulk and express how the down sides of my life is instead of some happy posts.it just sucks ok.

So here's to another saddist emotional post!

Feeling as though life's been playing a lot of games with me.is this to test how strong I am by throwing me challenges or to see how soon I'll fall?

I really don't get it.maybe it's my fault for asking for a roller coaster ride,and its exactly what I'm getting right now.

Feeling good about myself and having all the love and happiness I can get for a few days and then back to the gloomy days where I feel like sulking in my bed all day.

It lasts way to short and it's affecting me in many ways,studies being of outpost importance at this point in time.

Persuading myself no longer works and I do not know what to do now.

May the odds ever be in my favour as well as those close to my heart.

Today's the day where I feel like life is meaningless.probably only living it because its a sin to put a stop to it.

Oh my Lord, please grant me inner peace and stability to carry on and do productive things to make a positive change!

May all my beloved friends overcome their dark days as well.

<3