and i've made a decision.....to live day by day, have little expectations and more importantly be an optimist filled with positive thoughts.
Sense hit me real hard today and told me that in every situation there is a choice for you to make. If i can choose to be happy why choose to be sad? why sulk around when i choose to feel better. Doesn't that solve many problems? well, to me i feel it does. hmm, yes talk is easy, practicing it is a challenge and just on the first day of my practice i'm already facing difficulties. nonetheless, trying really hard and time to live by this principle because i need to get up and out of this hole that i've fallen into.
as you'd know by now, i get angry/pissed off at every small issue. being Singaporean is bad, it makes you have the habit of complaining. and i'm a huge victim of this. i complain about every single thing that happens! i shall attempt to complain less also.oh no, this is going to be terribly hard. well, what's life without struggles?
i should keep a distance from everything to prevent myself for feeling generally horrible and caught up in a situation. this reminds me that I'm a capable woman, i do not need any man to lift me up and/or affect me in anyway.
I need to go back to who i was, pretty much carefree about most unimportant things and let fate make all of it's move. I know i'm probably contradicting myself but yes, in full caution and sense and sober, i feel what i'm saying right now is correct.
Back to bottling my anger at the world at large inside the champagne bottle and eventually when it is too full or fool, it'll naturally pop. so koodoos to waiting for the day to you for having a dose of champagne given to you by yours truly :D
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