Dramas

Have been spending my nights watching dramas and just a thought flow through me.

I can't imagine myself being those typical girl they show in the dramas,neither the heroine nor the vilen, did I even spell it right?

The female leads are either too dependant,too girly or too strong,too much of a fighter. And the bad person is way too mean,at times it feels fictitious but then again I can't say such things doesnt occur in life just because I've not seen or heard or any such stories.

Can you imagine some guy consoling me? HAHAHA. I can't. I see myself as the one comforting others. Well this is just what I feel and I may be wrong. Maybe some day someone will prove me wrong, I anxiously anticipate that day to be before me.

I'm currently so bored I feel like writing a story of my life and portray it in a film or a short say 20 episode drama..it'll be interesting won't it. Makes me wonder how many people will mock my character or how many will be left amazed and startled or touched or maybe say 'hey,I feel that way too.'of course not forgetting the negatives but why bother myself with those when I can choose to live a fantasy?

I've always wanted a life of 'how I met your mother' or 'friends' or 'cougar town' or 'new girl' and the list goes on...in which they all have a clique and squeeze out time for each other no matter what.

It's inspiring and increases the value of friends but at the same time it can be really disappointing to know you can't meet that standard or be that sort of a friend and vice versa.

Just a random thought that passed through while I was bored watching the slow paced drama.

If I'm blessed enough,one day I'll live that sort of a life.maybe,hopefully. I want to experience it!

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