Feels like I'm running a marathon and each day in the midst of running, i get the urge to come to this space and to just stop for a little while to vomit. but above all the benefits of this little space, there's one huge downside. there's no one to speak bad to me, to provide feedback, advises actually...
It's been approx 5 days since i blogged and i see my life has changed a bit...
Oh wait there was Eidul Ahda in between which went pretty ok with just the few of us.
School has been overwhelming, i just can't seem to keep up and work seems to be piling, will it create a great wall of china 2? maybe if i can't pick myself up.
In this what seemed like a marathon, it wasn't as dramatic as i portray it to be luh, i realized a few things about myself and it kinda sucks to know it.
Life is just playing games with me, i just can't figure so many things out now.
Never received so much love from outside before~
It's so hard to balance all aspects of life at a go. I can see myself falling right down on one side the moment i try to pull up another. why can't i have an all rounder relatively happy life? is that too much to ask for? i don't need an extraordinary life just a simple ordinary one would be lovely.
k bye.
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