Saddened.

Hello my little space,

I'm disappointed.for once I feel that polys have screwed up holiday timings.I feel my holidays are either too short or ending too early (meaning its ending at the wrong time)!

Everyone's gonna leave just the weekends before school starts,oh great so this little has a decision to make.

To either stay in this not-so-fucked up country or fly away for sometime.to either have a bachelor's party or to be a family girl, to either be an old school girl or be a bunker. To either pursue something essential in life or to meet who I want to.to follow the brain or to follow the heart. To sluck in sadness or obtain happiness.to either study or to attend weddings.

This trip is that important to me. Its associated with tons of things and I honestly don't want to let it go pass me. It has been a long long while since I left this place,all I need is a breather and this trip seems like the only opportunity 2012 has to offer me.

After much thought, I decided I should just let it pass me.I should secure a future that'll bring timeless opportunities for me to travel. I'll try to visit my relatives and fulfill my wants next yr hopefully.fingers crossed.

I feel proud of myself for having an aim to which I truly feel like striving for,keep it up myself! (:

<3