Depressed

If falling into depression is really so easy than i think i have major depression.
I mean it on a serious note.
Timetable's released today and fuck this shit.
Though it may seem very less texting seeing classes ending early with little long breaks it sucks to know that none of your good friends will be by your side.
i'm really sad about this,i am cause so far those who're in 03 aren't those i foresee myself clicking well with. there needs to be some kind of bond in order for projects and stuff to go well right..
nevertheless, i've realised i should brace myself and take this positively.
never judge a book by its cover~
secretly hoping mysterious guy is in the same class as me,at least i'll be glad to know there's someone there.
so i shall throw all my grieve into the bin and be happy.
i really hope year 2 will be much more better and easy going for everyone.
no dramas,no struggle, just effort and good grades with lots of funnn.
and free time for my dearest friends to spend with me.

actually there was a lot of things i wanted to say but than everything just escaped my mind,hais.

oh ya, today's a happy day cause i woke up to a phoneeee call,haha.
incidents like this make me think that i'm just simply paranoid and i overthink.
but when i'm insecure i really am,beyond words can explain.

Here's to everyone who should cheer up and stop thinking about their classes cause i'm sure if the friendship's true,we'll find a way through this (:

<3