Sunday, 6 January 2013

1st sunday of 2013

What's so special about the first sunday of the new year?

Well,maybe something that is unusual, is what makes it special but in a bad way?

Sundays without you is not a complete sunday. still one hr left to the end of sunday,please come by cause right now you're the only thing on my mind.

It's all my fault for coming up with such thoughts and expectations. I should've known that you'd be busy on your only free day. I mean, who am i to you,right?
Silly me dreams too much..
I should just spend my youth carefree and enjoy and be wild. Since in the end whatever is meant to be happens so i should not put in effort on my part?

All of this philosophical theories/sayings, are mysterious.
It can still be argued so what am i suppose to make out of it? i really don't know right now.

Put in effort and if it isn't meant to be leaves you broken and back to square one.
Don't put in effort then how's it going to be if it's meant to be? Miracles don't really exist in my world so howwww?

I'm trying to settle my life right now but i seem to be screwing it up more. hmm.shall just believe what's meant to be will be and i shall just do what i think is right,yes,this sounds legit.

Anyway,i'm really missing you so much today,i don't know why.please give me a good start to the coming week?
I won't say a thing throughout the week, am planning to really put my heart and soul to my school work, so much pending and much more upcoming.sighs.

This posts seems so ........k bye.

<3

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