9th of July

Look look it's the 9th of july, le sighs.
a day which used to be worth forward looking to until 2008 came...
:(

only insane people would celebrate the birthday of a deceased and i regret to say i am one such person.

so tempted to eat a slice of cake today but then .......

was really in not much a mood today until boooomz, it fell like a bomb,really. i wasn't expecting anything in fact i was on the verge of giving up but then today told me i should still try.not everything or in fact nothing in life is easy to get. perseverance, faith and hope is the way to go~

was overwhelmed with joy to see messages from him but then after sometime reality struck and fuck it, mood spoiler.
I'm confused now, not knowing what to do next. Wondering if what i wish to do is the right thing to do. What if the consequences are terribly harsh? Suddenly a gush of bad impacts started flowing.

Was he texting me only because he was bored?


Impatiently waiting to know when he's 'later' will come! Faster come talk to me again, i swear i'll send 'are you avoiding me/ you don't really like talking to me do you' on impulse :/


Whatsapp is a bad app,but i guess i feel better knowing he kinda saw my msg rather than being clueless.

The world on its own is a problem so how can one expect not to face a thousand problems in their lives?

May the odds ever be in our favour~ you,me,shab & we blush

<3