:) :O :( :/ !

21st of June, i didn't realise until today that i have so many friends whose birthday falls today! 

A very very blessed 18 to:

Amanda 

Isha

Yan Yi

Vanessa

I'm :) because i feel i've spent this holidays quite well. Definitely not in the sense of homework and projects but because i was hardly home which means i've not been lazing around. okay,i admit that i spent 1 whole day slogging around the house. i've also spent sometime with the family after quite awhile.

I'm :O because i see myself getting caught up with things i didn't expect myself to. and surprisingly,my decision to solo the contract project is still standing my me.i'm amazed at myself when i read my replies to that particular group mate,why am i so mean to him when he barely did anything bad to me?

I'm :( because shab is not responding to me,whywhywhy? this never happened before.he may have taken days to reply but he always did. it's coming to a week and no news from him. i'm anxious probably because i FINALLY had courage but then seems like things around don't support me,le sighs.

I'm fixated on him,does that even make sense?

The obsession is undying,so bad you can totally tell if you view my tumblr. My tumblr,these few days, seems to be the emotional me and not me with my crazy thoughts of marriage. 

I'm :( that holidays are coming to an end. I haven't have enough.

I'm :/ because my projects are due first wk of school and i'm barely halfway through. 

Pretty much sums up my emotions.Chaos,off for an attempt at getting a step closer to completing my report.