guilty pleasure

helloooooo,it's the first official day of holidays and i'm already broke :/ :(
but heck it as long as i enjoy!! heheh.
it's the great singapore sale but i don't see any cheap good deals around!
that's singapore for you, they make false claims on sales and trick you on buying expensive stuff...
but i got one great buy! its a wedge, a navy blue wedge, a pretty wage and the best part is that it isnt that high so i can wear it casually and i was really lucky cause it was the last piece of my size. it's really depressing when you want a shoe real bad and there isn't any size but yay for today.
guilty pleasure of retail therapy today.
was browsing through twitter and saw so many course mates heading back to school to do projects and what not. there's so many things by which i mean assignments and projects to be done this holiday.
what's holidays then? hais...
guilty pleasure part 2 to come by tomorrow.
guess i'll have to exercise self restrain and lock myself in on wednesday at least to complete some work.have a feeling i'll end up watching dramas and movies though :/
have yet to decide if i should join the gang for bbq on thursday.hopefully bro's family takes a set of keys out with them so i can make a last minute decision.

so today,my brain's wondering way too far. i'm running mad turning insane with my thoughts really, when i'm in my normal and stable state i do think i'm ridiculous and weird at times, ohh ouuh :/ did i just admit it i feel that way too?hahaha,well, my 'bluntly honest affair' seems to be hooked onto me for quite sometime now.kinda like it sometimes but hell no i hate it at all other times. i hate it when i'm so bluntly honest to 'other people' people whom i'm not close to because it just reveals to much about me and i also hate it when i use un-pleasing words to the ear with my good friends.

well the point for saying all this is that today i was wondering:
how the world progressed so far to what it is today when it only started off with scares of land and trees.
amazing how waterfalls, used to be the beauty of nature, now can be made by mankind themselves.
how people of the early days found out that they can have babies by having sexual intercourse with their mate.
how resources were discovered.
how such pretty building were inspired by amazing architects.
how entertainment such as music and television came about.

everything that i see triggered a question in my mind.
and then i sat here thinking and i believe i've got my answer.
everything is created and given my almighty and i'm really thankful for his blessings in my life.
though there are things i wished had turned out differently over the span of 18 years, i truly believe and have faith that every move of his is for the better of me.i believe i'm gifted in several ways
amen.

all this thinking of mine got disrupted and all i'd want to say at the moment is that some people should learn to be more sympathetic rather than rubbing salt onto the wound. how'd you feel if you were placed in that situation? please have an answer to that question every time before you open your mouth to speak. it would be greatly appreciated by one and all.

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