Mak-uh-roon

a drop cookie made of egg whites, sugar, usually almond paste orcoconut, and sometimes a little flour.

  

Oh ya,forget to tell you guys that my sissy says, macaroons is the hardest thing to bake.

Based on reality cooking shows that she has watched, no one has ever baked a macaroon the way it is supposed to be :O

It must be really hard and takes a lot of effort huh, we'll try again someday and make it a success.

Positivity at it's best! (:

But I'm sad to say

Jamican farewell is on replay in my head for an unknown reason!

It's always refreshing to meet people who never fail to brighten up your day even if there's little to say (:

But I'm sad to say we didn't click a photo of us together...it's been really long since we last did - the green hornet was the last ):

AND once again I'm blessed and very appreciative to have met the most wonderful people in my life. Because it's with them when i'm my true self, one who is care free without the fear of being judged.
yes the world has become too instance now ,that i actually worry of being judged because the truth is easily hidden and hard to expose. so it's likely that for one mistake that you do you get infinity fingers pointing at you but for infinity good deeds you get nothing in return!

Also,my other social networks, not that i have many but still, tend to make me worry way too much but my 'homies' i'd like to call them are the ones whom i know will take care and make the right decisions for themselves which puts me on a more comforting side (:

haisssss, I'm now thinking of a question that i was asked sometime back: "Will you be able to survive without _______ and ________" the two people who I spend most of my time in school with.
At this point in time, I'm quite certain with my answer and an intuitive feeling tells me that my answer is here to stay. ):
idk,why do i feel so negatively towards them these days?

it fucking takes two hands to clap, you can't always be expecting me trying to clap when you're not going to corporate.sorry,felling angtsy and frustrated now.

It really makes me wonder how i am in their eyes! I don't care what the world thinks about me but i CARE and care waayy too much about what people close to me think about me!
Which explains why i was so affected when that emo girl distant herself away. but with time, one gains strength and people's action makes you realise you were wrong to care so much,sighs. I AM STILL CONTEMPLATING IF I SHOULD TALK TO HER!

WHY MUST EVERYONE LEAVE?

I'm honestly very very very elated for my loveables who've stayed through coming to 6 years now :D

My imperfect buddy who says so little makes me feel more warm than both of you..though i crap and try to be myself, i know deep down there you're fucking judging me but refuse to say a word.

I'm not saying you can't judge me,you can but kindly express your judgements in words to me.it'll enlighten me to know rather than trying to decipher it myself cause your expressions and body language and actions totally shows it!

A happy day should end on a happy note, so i'd like to say i've got some both internally and externally absoultely gorgeous ladies in my life and they're here to STAY!
see how carefree-ly i can say that without having to double confirm it with them.You,the one reading this, I'm right,ain't I? (;

LOVE YOUUUUUUUU
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I didn't know that :O

Let's talk about this today:

I think this looks (Y)

I'm trying to make myself more knowledgeable about everything under the sun. Let's see how far i can bring myself,haha! Little faith in myself in this kinda thing,sighs.
I didn't know that tattooing is known to be a sin in le religion. And not only it is a sin to the one getting tattooed but also a sin to the one tattooing, the tattoo attendant i mean to say.
I'm rather surprised, though not completely, to come to know that it's haram cause honestly, i don't see any wrong with it as long as your tattoo is something sensible and not foolish or insulting and stuff and ya you get what i mean. However, le religion says it's a sin because by getting a tattoo or by assisting someone to get a tattoo you're altering and mutilating with your body. and this also equals to changing God's creation. so basically that's why it's  not allowed.

while finding out about tattoos i came across several pages which said that plucking your eyebrows is also a sin. this came as a TOTAL shock. In today's modern era, every other person that you see on the streets gets their eyebrow plucked. Such a trivial matter as it seems to me is also a sin? :O I feel the need to go into depth about this because i do see myself getting my eyebrows shaped in the future,not so soon though. Soon I believe!
If beautifying oneself is a sin by itself than someone like me will cease all activities related thereafter. Life's gonna be so much more simpler that way and precious time would be saved but then again if in today's society I'm going to be like that than my 22 yr old plan will fail big time and i'll lead a life on my own ): but hey,have faith and believe in miracles,hahahaha! 
It's left me to really pounder upon what more interesting facts there is waiting for me to discover.

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Awesome girls ♥

People should stop calling random friends of theirs cousins if they're not related through blood. It's annoying. Belonging from the same community/race/culture does not make one related to another to be called cousins. It's a different story if the people are really close to each other and stuff.

Had a really great day and catch up with le cousins on sat..so much walking tired the shit out of only to not be able to sleep ):

Know what,yesterday i realised KARMA truly exists.All the while I've thought that yaa,everyone just brags (including myself) ooops. Saw an experience karma coming right away within an hr or so,gosh.

I wanted to experience night life, not the life of clubbing or whatsoever, and I'm glad i finally did it. Hmm...it doesn't seem to be my cup of tea cause i hate places which are crowded.

Ohh ohh i heard about this chocolate buffet thingy. i wanna go for it but i'm wondering if its worth it -$30
and i WANT to buy myself toms, saw some really pretty ones but I've got no cash,how now brown cow? Buy for me? :D

Tonight was another memorable night. The girls are all still so awesome!funny how the moment i saw them,i was extremely high lika hyper active kid who cannot rest in peace w/o screaming hi,hahaha. so the girls looked dam tired but campfire was gooooooood! it was simply refreshing. ever since poly started, i think today was finally the day i was happily hyper,just enjoying myself. yaaa, so the guides think i'm this crazy high bimbotic girl while polymates cannot imagine me turning high. heeehe,i kinda like it that way too,mysterious, hahaha. Am sooo sooo soo going to make time out to visit them more often,it makes me feel younger and they need the help at the same time,whut,did i just say younger,HAHAHA.ohhh,I was really touched by the guides.they said they actually missed me and that guides was much more happening and awesome with us around,ohh yeah ohh yeah!

OLD SCHOOL GIRL

GOLDEN GIRL

ROCKS

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What about a fag?

Today i venture into some research and read up on whether my religion (islam) forbids smoking. I never knew the correct answer to the question of whether smoking is halal. Now I do (:

Basically God and his messenger did not touch on the topic of smoking as back then in the 7th century such an activity did not exist. However, in writing they have set down some basic principles to assist mankind in deciding for themselves whether an activity or consumption so to speak is halal or haram.

Finally,desperate in gaining some knowledge, I'm proud to say from today on I'm going to have less difficulty in knowing what is right for myself (:

Back to smoking, it is tahriman makrooh = strictly abominable thus would be classified as something disliked within the religion and should therefore be without any certainty haram = a sin.

Anything that causes harm to the body or causes harm to anyone else or eventually leads to killing of oneself is considered a sin!

I guess it all boils down to the intention a person has and the reason as to why they smoke. If you, my fellow Muslim brothers and sisters, want to smoke do it privately in the sense that have the puff alone so that minimum harm is caused to others (:

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hmm,uhh,huh

There's no inspiration for a title to today's post ):
I've been wanting to blog about quite a few things lately....but it happened to be either i'm caught up with something else or i'm just to lazy to type it out.

Disappointed at myself for the 2nd wk of holidays. i did basically nothing productive. locked myself in the house and only stepped out after 4 freaking days, quite a shock considering how i desperately i need the 'fresh' air,hahaha!

It's time to shake off the laziness and come up with a whole not-so-new-but-new lifestyle!
The first huge thing to kick out is the amount of sleep i get each day, though its a blessing that i'm able to sleep as long as i please, it's a major annoying factor in my life at the moment. i can't stand waking up so late yet i can't get my ass off the bed any earlier :/

Efforts really do pay off but having the will and being motivated to put in the effort is the challenging and difficult part!
I'm really satisfied with my results though it's not my best,cause i definitely know it could've been better, its enough to make smile (:

I totally love DORA!
and i love that dude too  whose intonation is completely weird and the eye blinks 60 times a second all of which amuses me.what's more,awkward moments with the dude more than once,goshhh.

Overall, I'm really thankful for my productive and helpful groupmates. yes i refuse to give credit to the ones who left me /us all alone in misery. it's not all that easy to forgive afterall,hehe.

With the improvement in my grades,I'm all set to do better and strive for the best in my next year! (:

PS: Supp papers commences next wk & I'm hoping my dear friends excel in them,its fucking dreadful to re-take a module,i've come to understand.

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Life

You're only given 1 life to live so why waste it,right? speaking like a typical kiasu singaporean, who wants to let go of an opportunity given to them?more so when technically its 'free' although there's a 1000 reasons as to why its not.
Though due to religious perspectives different people may have different views on the number of life's we're given, truly i believe there's only one,cause no man has till date proved the number of time he's been on earth. okay i don't know how to phrase this but ya, like you don't know if you've been born before right,so how can you be certain that you'll re-born and be given another chance to live?
and then again what's the certainty that hell or for that matter heaven exists?
It all boils down to what you choose to believe and reside in.

Ya so, in this 1 life you're given, why'd you want to end it? I think people who're giving up on living should really sit down and have a good,deep thought over this:
Why were you born?
What's the purpose in life?
Why do you want to give up when you can choose to move on?
What kept you going on all these while?
Aren't you gonna regret?
Isn't there still a tons of things you'd wanna do before you die?

If you're given the chance to continue living each day,i think you should be blessed cause thousands of people are dying out there and they might be the ones who'd actually choose to live rather than die,be it for whatever reasons.

Whether you believe in god,or in science or in yourself, i'm sure you'll find a reason to live.

On a side note, i'm really curious in the religion that believes in themselves! i can't remember the term used to define the religion but  i think it's interesting and unique that they think they themselves are god.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade!

“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.” 

Isn't ^ just amazing. but i disagree that 90% is how i react to it because certain things come unexpected and it takes time before one can portray their true reactions or attitude so to speak as the immediate attitude would be one of perhaps shock which'll lead to delusional emotions and thoughts. it takes sometime before the human body gets a grip of itself and starts functioning normally. therefore, for instances where immediate attitude is required that above maybe inaccurate,well at least to my believe.

To my buddy, Life is a struggle,fight it!

This is very accurate & true,been there,experienced it!




Live like there's no tomorrow!

The ones who deserve the sun are always put in the dark! 

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