Jamican farewell is on replay in my head for an unknown reason!
It's always refreshing to meet people who never fail to brighten up your day even if there's little to say (:
But I'm sad to say we didn't click a photo of us together...it's been really long since we last did - the green hornet was the last ):
AND once again I'm blessed and very appreciative to have met the most wonderful people in my life. Because it's with them when i'm my true self, one who is care free without the fear of being judged.
yes the world has become too instance now ,that i actually worry of being judged because the truth is easily hidden and hard to expose. so it's likely that for one mistake that you do you get infinity fingers pointing at you but for infinity good deeds you get nothing in return!
Also,my other social networks, not that i have many but still, tend to make me worry way too much but my 'homies' i'd like to call them are the ones whom i know will take care and make the right decisions for themselves which puts me on a more comforting side (:
haisssss, I'm now thinking of a question that i was asked sometime back: "Will you be able to survive without _______ and ________" the two people who I spend most of my time in school with.
At this point in time, I'm quite certain with my answer and an intuitive feeling tells me that my answer is here to stay. ):
idk,why do i feel so negatively towards them these days?
it fucking takes two hands to clap, you can't always be expecting me trying to clap when you're not going to corporate.sorry,felling angtsy and frustrated now.
It really makes me wonder how i am in their eyes! I don't care what the world thinks about me but i CARE and care waayy too much about what people close to me think about me!
Which explains why i was so affected when that emo girl distant herself away. but with time, one gains strength and people's action makes you realise you were wrong to care so much,sighs. I AM STILL CONTEMPLATING IF I SHOULD TALK TO HER!
WHY MUST EVERYONE LEAVE?
I'm honestly very very very elated for my loveables who've stayed through coming to 6 years now :D
My imperfect buddy who says so little makes me feel more warm than both of you..though i crap and try to be myself, i know deep down there you're fucking judging me but refuse to say a word.
I'm not saying you can't judge me,you can but kindly express your judgements in words to me.it'll enlighten me to know rather than trying to decipher it myself cause your expressions and body language and actions totally shows it!
A happy day should end on a happy note, so i'd like to say i've got some both internally and externally absoultely gorgeous ladies in my life and they're here to STAY!
see how carefree-ly i can say that without having to double confirm it with them.You,the one reading this, I'm right,ain't I? (;
LOVE YOUUUUUUUU
<3
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