Holidays seem to be flying past way too quick,I'm quite occupied which is a good thing i guess,if not i'll start complaining and my mind will run wild.
Gosh,i think turning 18 has made me much more decisive and a sucha money spender.i've been spending as though money is never-ending.boooooo!
As much as i want my life to be simple and smooth, i picture my 18 to be a roller-coaster ride. with so many different things in store for me,i'm looking forward to it! and never in my life have i been so particular about my age, but now i find myself mentioning i'm 18 almost everyday.
mystery changes in life to which the 'why' i'd probably never discover.
Hmmm, i was just wondering about awkward situations.
Awkward situations don't just occur on their own, do they? I'm sure its formed cause of awkward people, no?
I mean if you're the awkward one, place in situations, the entire situation becomes awkward! does that make sense? yes,it does to me. and holy shit, i'm the awkward one! hownowbrowncow?
so yes, friday night was awkward, at least i felt it was. i mean who on earth goes to a gathering and not socialize and not initiate to talk? the answer is ME. okay,more like i chose whom i wanted to talk to. what's going on?
and then the epic moment when my dear friends were like, gooooo stop her and all i did was to literally screamed her name,attempted to catch her attention but failed :/
oh well, she had to find out some day or other right? maybe the situation in which she found out was not right... wait, i don't even know if she found out or not!!!!
Totally made myself seem lika fool.
The day ended with my awesome careperson giving us a lift to the mrt. she's way too nice, i love her, can she be my careperson again and again till my life in poly ends? i don't even want to experience being under the care of some other lecturer because i know mine's the best! (:
Before i end this post, i wanna ask which is worst - consuming tobacco or smoking?
Learn to appreciate what you have before
time forces you to appreciate what you
had.
<3
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