it's been long

it's been almost a month since i updated this space.
life within this month has been basically a routine of sleep > out > buka puasa > study/assignment

fasting this yr was different compared to last. last yr i used to buka puasa out every wk and this time i only did so twice, once with le girls and once with le darling.
spent most of ramadan at home...i wonder doing what.
no tv shows, i even stopped watching shows on my laptop.so one month of no so called no entertainment and now i'm glued to the screen. i can't figure out what's going on in the dramas so i tend to watch it with even more focus.

Raya came and i began eating excessively. i was having difficulties finishing my plate of food but now its like woah,give me more...it's a good thing i finish my food but the more part has to stop soon! i suddenly have so many food cravings too - feel so deprived of food,ooops.

hmm,i wanted to blog a number of times within this month but then turning on my laptop felt like a chore. on other times when i did, it was because i was rushing my assignment. i take the word 'rush' too lightly,hahaha.

thinking a lot is still my forte and i guess there's a perspective difference between my thinking now compared to then. i guess it's a good thing, well i'd like to believe that everything that happens, happens for the better of us (:

so it's towards the ending of my exams, 1 more paper to go day after tomorrow. i don't know to rejoice to shed tears. with school on-going there's some kind of responsibility i feel, there's always some work that i can keep myself busy with. with holidays come the carefree days,away from a lot of problems i'd say but i don't know if i want it right now.
i want a job, i want to work.but i'm so picky,i want a decent job. in some office perhaps. law related maybe? but i probably won't be eligible.so sighs.

since i'm going to be much more free next week on, you can expect more frequent updates...

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